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Why does everyone always think Im mad. Im not I dont get mad often they do and I get blamed. Im just a scapegoat for people with no excuses for thier own actions.

I just dont understand women at all sometimes. I am single and very available so when the oppurtinity arises that I may have female company I am taking it. I've been talking to a women for a while now but due to our distance and her cicumstances we cant see each other. she tells me that her Ex and her are seeing each other again but gets mad at me when I tell her that Its ok because I am doing what I do. Gettinr it on when I can, and it did. Now unless shes playing head games with me, and telling me she s seeing her ex just to get into my head. At which point why do that just to see if Im a good guy and not getting laid because we talk. Fuck that shit I dont see her and she and I have totally different lifes.

Dont get me wrong I like her and if we saw each other or it was known that we are exclusive then sure I wont sleep with other women. But shes with her ex and Im still single just was able to get laid. Doesnt make sense to me that she can be mad but she acted it. I guess if she wants me she'll get over the ex and do whatever it takes to make us work until then I will live my life.

I met a really cool person here a while ago and she goes by Hellsphreak stop in and rate her she is just a really cool person going thru some rough times. She is smart and very funny and she deserves all the best this world has to offer. A true friend she is and a very kindred spirit

The ability to learn in all its forms is by far the best trait to have. You can learn how to control others and feed off thier lifeforce this way. Or you can feed thiers in the same way all you have to do is learn how to do it. It also lets us learn to adapt to our situations and environments in this way. I posted this in the forum and I think a few people agreed with that.

The twentythird couplet of the Wiccan Rede teaches " Mind the Threefold Law Ye should, threes times bad and three times good." This important lesson is speaking mainly of the Wiccan law of Retribution. One must understand the rede is not a set of laws that must not be transgressed in fear of eternal damnation, but rather a gentle reminder of the nature of things in our world and how they work. The rule of three is retribution in action it can be both positive and negative depending on what you cast out.

Well this title was adorned to me via one of the memebers on this site to whom I have become a good friends with. I guess it fits since at one point of my life I dwelled only in darkness and now also dwell in the lite. When I was a kid I did some real stupid shit that Im not going to get into, but now my life is about the helping of people. So to start life in the dark and now be in the lite makes this title a fitting one.

The relization of this was a neat thing but during the process of my relization I also figured out that she also fits the title. She has had a troubled life so far and hopefully she will find the lite as well. It makes the balance of our existance that much easier in the long run. It is like a YIN Yang kind of thing. The shady side of the mountain and the lite side of the mountain. Or the existance of dark clouds on a sunny day they exist togeather in harmony both lite and dark. Thank you JJ you funny little chicky for the title and keep yourself in check otherwise you will make your life miserable in the long run.

The other day I posted to the forum, and in doing so upset the balance somewhere. I found that the post pissed so many people off, and I was not even trying to. Either way I endded up in a real indepth conversation with someone on the subject. I guess it endded up ok. I guess it just pisses me off that if one or two get mad I get my post RIPed or RIAed. I am trying to get along with all who I encounter but lots of people are just way to easly pissed. Guess I just wanted to complain.



Other then that no new news from this end life is and will always be what it is. Lifes a bitch and with the upcoming Valentines I find myself more misrable due to my single existance and lack of female companionship. It will happen I know but I wish it would just hurry up. Maybe I have to high a standard or somthing. But I dont think I do, I just want a good girl who is honest and cute, and as sexual as me.